22/111/19 - today sofea 3rd time seat exam untuk kemasukkan ke al-Amin nilai because she failed both time, 2malam tak dapat tido because of this matter. With extra class on every weekend untuk kelas reading anakku (she have difficulty to memorize what she learned). seawall 5:30am otak day restless nak bangun,mimpi antara jaga Dan tidur. -when sofea bangun pukul 6:45am aku tengok je muka dia,dalam hati mmg berdoa utk dia lulus tapi pd masa yg sama gerak hati aku dpt rasa mcm Allah ada pelan lain utk kami. -lepas drop off amani(kakak sofea) ke sek.rendah al-Amin,Ali be sofea (6tahun) and Rafael(4thn) ke MACDONALD nilai utk breakfast and nak redakan gemuruh hati mamanya juga. - Naluri ibu kuat minta aku give up the test, but then sofea still want to go through it. so,aku suap sofea makan pancake favourite dia,bila tengok mata dia yg kuyu and bersemangat sofea nak ke al-Amin mcm kakak dia ,hati aku sayu. -habis makan,we arrived in front of school tapi berat sungguh kaki nak keluar d