Journey untuk cari sekolah for sofea, sekolah integrasi ke kerajaan
22/111/19
- today sofea 3rd time seat exam untuk kemasukkan ke al-Amin nilai because she failed both time, 2malam tak dapat tido because of this matter. With extra class on every weekend untuk kelas reading anakku (she have difficulty to memorize what she learned). seawall 5:30am otak day restless nak bangun,mimpi antara jaga Dan tidur.
-when sofea bangun pukul 6:45am aku tengok je muka dia,dalam hati mmg berdoa utk dia lulus tapi pd masa yg sama gerak hati aku dpt rasa mcm Allah ada pelan lain utk kami.
-lepas drop off amani(kakak sofea) ke sek.rendah al-Amin,Ali be sofea (6tahun) and Rafael(4thn) ke MACDONALD nilai utk breakfast and nak redakan gemuruh hati mamanya juga.
- Naluri ibu kuat minta aku give up the test, but then sofea still want to go through it. so,aku suap sofea makan pancake favourite dia,bila tengok mata dia yg kuyu and bersemangat sofea nak ke al-Amin mcm kakak dia ,hati aku sayu.
-habis makan,we arrived in front of school tapi berat sungguh kaki nak keluar dari kereta.tapi memandangkan sofea punya excited we rush to the office, I arrived at the office shake hand with the mualimah, the test is less than 5min (and they told me she fail) less than 5min( part of me felt this is not fair judgement for her test) but Allah might plan something else for sofea.
- after the result ,my brain working very hard to plan for my next step.what should we do now?? so ,my eldest daughter saw us came out from the office,she asked me what is the result, and i told her "sofea failed ,kakak jom ikut mama balik awal" ,amani run towards her mualim and asked permission to leave early.so we left al-Amin,masa tgh drive air mata keluar mencurah2 sebab sedih for her. I text my husband ( he work offshore) , he took the news calmly knowing his wife is emotionally disturbed. we draft tons of plan including me have to resign for our children sake..
- my journey with public schools started, aku turun naik 4 sekolah dlm masa pukul 12-5pm,but I met both nice & inconsiderate person.. last school security yg sgt baik and 1 teacher advice me to go straight to PPD buat rayuan,sofea and amani mmg really impressed with sk Bandar bukit mahkota but here come 4th rejection,but the pakciksecurity being nice by telling me to cuba again via ppd. we went off to nearby mosque,at that time hati ni dah mmg rasa perlukan perhatian daripada Allah.
- sofea & amani sedih bila dengar sekolah penuh dengan jawapan kerani delilah tu,aku try comfort them by telling mama will try my best but inside I'm crying.
next entry " visit to PPD"
- today sofea 3rd time seat exam untuk kemasukkan ke al-Amin nilai because she failed both time, 2malam tak dapat tido because of this matter. With extra class on every weekend untuk kelas reading anakku (she have difficulty to memorize what she learned). seawall 5:30am otak day restless nak bangun,mimpi antara jaga Dan tidur.
-when sofea bangun pukul 6:45am aku tengok je muka dia,dalam hati mmg berdoa utk dia lulus tapi pd masa yg sama gerak hati aku dpt rasa mcm Allah ada pelan lain utk kami.
-lepas drop off amani(kakak sofea) ke sek.rendah al-Amin,Ali be sofea (6tahun) and Rafael(4thn) ke MACDONALD nilai utk breakfast and nak redakan gemuruh hati mamanya juga.
- Naluri ibu kuat minta aku give up the test, but then sofea still want to go through it. so,aku suap sofea makan pancake favourite dia,bila tengok mata dia yg kuyu and bersemangat sofea nak ke al-Amin mcm kakak dia ,hati aku sayu.
-habis makan,we arrived in front of school tapi berat sungguh kaki nak keluar dari kereta.tapi memandangkan sofea punya excited we rush to the office, I arrived at the office shake hand with the mualimah, the test is less than 5min (and they told me she fail) less than 5min( part of me felt this is not fair judgement for her test) but Allah might plan something else for sofea.
- after the result ,my brain working very hard to plan for my next step.what should we do now?? so ,my eldest daughter saw us came out from the office,she asked me what is the result, and i told her "sofea failed ,kakak jom ikut mama balik awal" ,amani run towards her mualim and asked permission to leave early.so we left al-Amin,masa tgh drive air mata keluar mencurah2 sebab sedih for her. I text my husband ( he work offshore) , he took the news calmly knowing his wife is emotionally disturbed. we draft tons of plan including me have to resign for our children sake..
- my journey with public schools started, aku turun naik 4 sekolah dlm masa pukul 12-5pm,but I met both nice & inconsiderate person.. last school security yg sgt baik and 1 teacher advice me to go straight to PPD buat rayuan,sofea and amani mmg really impressed with sk Bandar bukit mahkota but here come 4th rejection,but the pakciksecurity being nice by telling me to cuba again via ppd. we went off to nearby mosque,at that time hati ni dah mmg rasa perlukan perhatian daripada Allah.
- sofea & amani sedih bila dengar sekolah penuh dengan jawapan kerani delilah tu,aku try comfort them by telling mama will try my best but inside I'm crying.
next entry " visit to PPD"
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